Tuesday, January 6, 2009
final post before enlistment
10:24:00 AM
I apologize for the hiatus again. And I apologize for not calling you back last night. Although I know it hurts the both of us, more of you than me, but I felt that you have to get used to me not being there, not picking up your calls, not replying your msgs.. Kept wanting to cry last night cuz of this.
Father kept going on again, when nobody's around and I'm the only one to receive his flak.. Sometimes I just don't get him.
i apologize for making you cry.. im sorry.
I hate myself