i thought i'd be able to rush back in time to salvage the situation.

i've been thinking all these time.

i want to tell you.

i keep getting misunderstood.

i try my best to lift things up but find myself falling deeper.

what is wrong?

me compromising too much?

me doing my best to make u happy?

is that it?

that i don't know what's best for you no matter how hard i try to think?

my inability to insist made me weak?

my obsessiveness with your happiness made me fear your every action?

that your every little reaction causes a multiplied effect on me?

that i've kept silent for too long and it attributed to your insecurity?

i don't know.

i envisioned and worked towards happiness and bliss for us.

but it all turned out differently.

never really thought about 'your fault' or 'my fault'.

when there's a problem or i see a problem, i try to resolve it immediately.

oversensitive? or is it me being too insensitive?

your attitude tells me that whatever i have to say will not achieve the desired effect i hoped.

im sorry i failed.

I am me.
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