i never understood why you cry so much.

i feel guilty, but who am i to think that im the cause of it all?

emotional yes, but everytime i hear that you cried this day or another at some place, i dont like it. dunno if you remember me saying that i dont like girls to cry. although i dont say it, i dont feel good.

i feel responsible. and i try to see what i can do about things. i thought i knew what is probably the underlying problem, and sought to remedy it as much as i can. so far, no results.

i wonder if im losing it. losing the feeling. i'm starting to question myself. i'm confused. i'm talking to people and i've received mixed replies. i don't know what to do.

why do these have to happen?

there's so much i don't know that i really want to know. damn it.

I am me.
Livestrong, treasure every moment
Don't leave space for regrets
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